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I want to drop 10 lbs, by my birthday(Dec 6), so I can fit into that cute little dress I bought.
Its a size M... It would have fit a month ago, when I was 155.
Im 165-170ish atm.
If I continue my veggy sumplement and banana smoothie x 3 a day, I should reach my goal by then.
We'll see
I just wish I was tiny again.
This weight is making me want to kill myself.
On top of that I'm so so so lonely.
I miss my ex.
I made the WRONG decicion, i know that now. Not much I can do though.
I hate life, I hope I find a job soon, so i dont have any time to just sit on my ass, and think about how much life sucks.

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my birthdays the 12th of december :)

keep you head up girl<3
i have a situation with my ex. i now know he was the one for me. hes my best friend now, but i want more. right now he dosnt. we were togteher for 4 years.
i love your default, you are gorgeous. :)
Aw sorry to hear about your ex.
it can be really hard especially since you may be so convinced that you guys are meant to be.
I feel like that anyways...:S
Im really high right now, so i am going to catch some z's so i dont eat.
hahah

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